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Staring into the abyss as it stares into me...

Wed May 20, 2009, 9:08 PM
  • Mood: Uneasy
  • Listening to: The Nutcracker Suite
  • Reading: comics
  • Watching: Youtube
  • Playing: City of Villains
  • Drinking: Water
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Ooooh boy am I in trouble, kids.

Recently, the darling wonderful :iconartistic-dribbles: whose gallery you should check out RIGHT NOW gave me a link. Now I've seen some pretty scary stuff on this series of tubes, but that link and what she said made my blood run cold...

"[link] You should totally try this."

... :sprint:

"What's the big deal, Megacrotch?" you ask, "You're ubertalented and funny and this should be a fun little exercise, right?" Well it may be that I'm ubertalented and funny, but you failed to consider my CRIPPLING FEAR OF FAILURE into the equation :noes:

Even worse, the darling wonderful :iconartistic-dribbles: whose gallery you should check out RIGHT NOW gave me TWO MORE contest links: A Create-Your-Own Princess [link] and a Refurbish an Old Poem [link] one. It's stupidly inadequate to say that my crippling fear of failure, in the face of such delightful and bold opportunity, made me hide under my bed for a few hours until I discovered I was stuck under there, requiring a few more hours of extrication and a mothering fuckload of swearing.

So yeah, this is the part where you all heap reassurances upon me and tell me it'll be alright and I should go for it and yada yada yada. Have at me, then.


UPDATE UPDATE!!!!!!
Okay, so I was talking with the darling wonderful :iconartistic-dribbles: whose gallery you should check out RIGHT NOW (noticing a pattern?) on MSN and she found this journal entry. Here's what she had to say:

"Fear of failure? Well don't be afriad to write something bad. It's a learning experience. I've drawn bad pictures, I've never won a contest. It's all to better yourself as an artist or for you a writer. You can't be afriad to fail or you'll never do anything in life. Take chances, make mistakes. Yes thats said a lot, but it's true."

And, well, she's right, dammit. And good thing she said it, because the heaped reassurances weren't exactly forthcoming :evileye: Now comes the tricky part of sitting down and actually brainstorming ideas for these babies and get them put together before the deadlines...


UPDATE!!!
Alright, been kicking this idea around for a while but I decided to post my list of current and future projects that are in the works. Feel free to poke me and ask "That one sounds interesting, what's it about?" as it'd give me something else to do other than stare fruitlessly at Word trying to write these :doh: Listed next to each entry is a letter: P for prose, and C for a comic script. A ?, if it weren't obvious, indicates indescision on the matter. Anyway, here it is...

Works in progress
- A Matter of Will - C
- Whispers of the Dark Side - C
- A Day in the Life Part 1 - C
- Into Africa - P
- Upgrade - P
- The Visit - P
- Enchanting Encounter - P
- Words of Widowfang - P
- From the Humblest of Beginnings - P
- The Bloody Samurai - P
- The Screeching Banditos - P

Need to start
- A Day in the Life Part 2 + 3 - C
- Naughty and Nice comic edition - C
- Lines Crossed - ?
- Lambs to the Slaughter - C
- 23 Miles to Stalingrad - C
- Angie Justice for the Innocent - ?
- Angie Inside The Villain's Lair Interview - P
- Obligatory Praetorian Story --- ON HOLD!
- Tarrine Grudge Match - P?
- Anna Bolic and Wasco apologies - ?
- Tarrine: No Words Needed - C
- Angie at the Awards - C
- The Odd Couple - ?
- Dark Justice, Darker Deals - P
- Lady of Truth, Girl of Deceit - P


Needs Finalizing and Fleshing Out
-Drop the Oldsmobile
-Everything Remains Jurassic
-Angie and the Pointy Hat Sorority

Ideas, Nothing More Than Ideas...
- Jim's Tarantino ninja showdown
- Merlin: FGSFDS
- Angie and Marty through Hell
- Kala in Hawaii
- Kala: Monitor Duty
- .308 Inches Change Everything

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:iconlarissa-rasputin:
*heaps praise and encouragement*

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Writing for children huh...yeah, I can see how that can be scary. Violence and sex come to me easily. Charming kids with whimsical tales? Not my forte. :o

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Thing is, I can do it very well. I'm a charming, whimsical guy and can pull it off in my writing. It's just the CRIPPLING FEAR OF FAILURE :noes: that makes it scary.

And dammit, you're supposed to be heaping praise and encouragement! Heap, damn you! :shakefish:

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Oh, right. *Heaping praise and encouragement* <Weird Rob Schneider accent from The Waterboy> "You can DOO EET!"

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